Here I most certainly am...still.

So..graduation came. It went. And I'm still here...riding my bus of no feeling. The bus of unrealization that I cannot seem to get off. Picture documentation isn't even enough. Well..I mean..I believe that it happened, sure. I was there. But I guess what the event actually MEANS is what hasn't come yet. 

But who knows how long it will take before it comes...some are telling me it won't come till school starts again. Let's hope for sooner. I can't stay in this state of mental limbo...I need a track. I gotta know what I am. 

I guess the point of this post is for me to pretend like everything is normal. Like I know what's going on. Like I realize what the graduation "step" means. I've gotta stop the cycle somehow. So here we go:

SEMINARY GRADUATION!

My mom was almost in tears. She realizes what graduation means too..just like me...?

Me and my dad.

I love my friends. They helped me celebrate my massive accomplishment that I

 "completely understand"...

(PLUS..they stood for a picture with me even though that crazy grad hat did no favors to my hair...:)

Yay! I am done! I know my direction! I feel..done. Accomplished. I can move on. I am not in a fog. I am not numb. I do not ride buses of no realization. 

Right????